its all so simple. ?

but yet it is not.

im going out on a limb here but this is kinda where my minds been lately.  i’ll try.



there is no spoon.

we want to perpetuate that there is an enemy because we were trained to.

because they trained us to look.  its everywhere from boyscout motto to learning to balance your checkbook to speed limits. 

or make sure the covers are over your body at night because some limits actually feel good.  which, is another part to this complex thing called life, 

that im not even going to touch on here, because illustrating both dualisms at once i feel ( pushes MY limits) for being able to faithfully explain both polarities of the thing we call choice, or creation, or manifestation, or reality.. but i am not afraid to explain it, i just feel emotionally the mind can at this segue in time adsorb one pole or the other expediently, and the contrast is more easily understood by the subconscious or unified mind..  as most peoples supraconscious is incredibly fractured and segmented..  




back to our point..

always scarcity, always rules.


so we keep looking for it,

and even when it is not there,

and when its truly not there in visual reminder,

“this is too good to be true!”


and so in our mind we look again,

until we find it,

and recreate it..

(by looking for it, 

and thus it appears)

like a 6 yr old trying to test gravity with an umbrella.


because at our deepest,

knowing boundaries IS comfortable,

and it IS part of understanding life in a body. 

it bears the security that we know we are in this body,

that we can reach so far,

jump so high,



so the crux isnt that there are limits,

because we have them inherently in physicality.


it isnt that we cant see those telling us what to do, and externalizing their expectations on us,

( well it is up to a point in ones interpersonal development),


but at a certain point we realize we can act in accord with our desires as long as we are doing no harm to others.  

and thats a limit too.

but we realize all the artificial ones put in place by society,

are mostly safe to ignore or alter somewhat.


but therein is the paradox-

they aren’t really an enemy either,

they are just really good at using limits to alter and shape the course of human history...


if we dont like that,

we have been going about our retort entirely the wrong way.


they’re not going to stop,

but if they are made to understand that enough people figure out they are allowed to alter their realities,

they either have to listen and alter their approach to take in the new data, and bring harmony and balance to their system, or face conflict and discordance.   the irony here is by people altering their individuated realities en masse, it pushes THE LIMITS of the system, and the EMOTIONAL limits of the governance.


the solution is not being either the solution , or the precipitate, 

and being in balance and equilibrium at all times.  but this is incredibly difficult to achieve , because living around other people.. brings all this entropy..  from the above mentioned variables, and from future creation..  


but yet another truth we have observed over time is rules dont scale broadly because people are all so unique and different.. and also that the minds of the governed devise programs to push out to standardize archetypal ways of  being to make their presupposed role easier and somewhat can be a punk or a skin, a democrat or a liberal, you can have this type of personality or that one..


its actually pretty hilarious at the end of the day.


government presupposes an impossible job of human collective entropy management, and at the end of each day we wonder why THEY are so cranky!? Their job description is literally impossible.  


so its all about limits..


and by making them up and asking someone else to do that imagining of our reality for us and then hand back the script, we keep recreating our enemy in different forms.


ad infinitum..

a few thoughts on the various isms..


so i was listening to an interview this morning..

by the storyteller researcher michael tsarion.. 

who has made some really great videos in the past..


gotta say it loudly- 


tsarion, you lost me respect at islamocommunism.


anyone thats using a religion

and reusing the unseen monster,

lurking in the closet “device”


is just another fear mongering idiot.

doing so with definitive reason

stuck in old hat ideologues,

and psycho pathologies.


hes got some good points,

but listen long enough,

someone will make their allegiance to a particular agenda clear enough.


lets simplify all this a bit..


bad people choose to be bad,

some people act badly but dont know better,

but that doesnt make all communists islamic,

or islamic communism any worse or better thsn regular communism.



lets go a step further..


about all all these “isms” ...

they are all-

externalized programatic paradigms of idealisms heirarchically organized taxonomies of napoleonic positive law exclusionary rule sets of exclusion and classification,


they pander to capture the emotions and regional geographic predominant top down narrative push de jour of the time and place, and aim to reinforce these efforts to program psycho social opinion en masse, transparently..


( this is not a complete article yet .)








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copied from Sovereign Ki, aka Lauda Leon , whos site appears to be down.  She is google-able, however.  

the circle,

generates the constants.



it also generates elements,

and has a role in the formation of matter.


in the beginning of duality there was an atom. 

or a circle.

what do i mean?

well..  there was an atom.

it was a circle.

that atom got heated, and expanded.

this is the joke wherein the scientists talk about the big bang.

its not so much a theory,

as it is a reverse engineering of mans only possible conceptualization of how this all started.


so what came first,

the atom or the fission source? 

that i prrrobably cant answer,

and in this writing i am not going to try to.


but just for fun,

im going to gander the fission source was here first.

and then along came that perfect circle.


but lets talk about circles,

and duality for a few, shall we?


the circle is what generates mathematical constants.

in ratios.

it also generates duality conditions.

as ways of describing the atom at hand.

which is an arrangement of two boundary conditions inscribed by, on, or with a circle.  

those two boundary conditions are the proton and neutron..

so, an atomic “bundle” with three elements of varying amounts in a ratio is a:

circle aka the nucleus, a proton, and a neutron and an electron.

these three aspects can have varying quantities of proton neutron and electron in each one,

and together in ratios of differing combinations,

they create what we know as “elements”.


this brings us to the realization of four dimensional space.

at the elemental level.


you add cognizant thought,

then we are at another level.


why five?


because something new is being generated by a collection of protons, neutrons electrons with a nucleus.  speech, or an object, etc.  but lets keep it straight forward and stick to speech, or sound.  a person talking.   

that person, their essence, is bound together by a nucleus,  by the way.

that is the soul.

the body codes its form in ratios of protons, neutrons and electrons based on this central internal sun, sol, soul, or inner circle.  see how this works?

plants the same, and if you will notice they all grow differently unless tweaked by man, the argument that they are not unique is trash.  

they are just as unique as we are.


what holds everything together here?

the central sun.

that big spinning ball that this planet revolves around.

that planet we call earth.


which is a myriad of these boundary conditions of elements drawing to form and generating mass via assembling protons neutrons and electrons into “stuff and things..”


but anyways..

its worth mentioning that mass is a secondary effect of gravity.

electricity is a secondary effect of gravity.

 electromagnetism is the relationship between the nesting of electricity within gravity, again in ratio.  


for every act-ion (ion) ..  for every act upon an ion...  there is an equal and opposite re- act upon the ion.  ever expanding, ever held in perfect ratio in self descriptive relationship to itself and its interaction enfolding and enmeshing within all things..    got that?!


bad pun here.. moving right along . .  (without bumping into anything),


gravity is the speed of attraction between the central core nucleus of this planet, which is a circle, and that objects natural affinity for dissolving into light and being pulled towards the sun based on the ratios that object has encoding its mass, as a collection of elements and atoms.  


science has an unspoken joke, where they teach you the speed of freefall in a vacuum, as “roughly 9.86m/s^2.”

what they dont teach you is that they have also taught you the wrong version of pi..  they have taught you the inverse boundary layer of pi, its anti-thetical inverted related but not pi, pi.  its like you were taught -1, and pi is really 1. and the zero in the middle is the nucleus, or zero point.   anywho... pi is a ratio as well..   twice pi (the real one) which is a natural doubling sequence...  (are we getting it yet)?!   


the pi you learned in school is pi as well, but its the -1.  its what they call an imaginary number in math.  it cant exist in physical positive three dimensional construction.



3.142856112224448996 (2) is the “speed of gravity” within a circle.

9.8775445  31.0437012380544 pi cubed.  what does that describe? the potential of an object and a potential interaction with or the creation of a new dataset of interactions as defined by the object interacting with another object.   notice here all digits are present except “6” and “9” the base of the number systems dualistic initial condition of having four aspects, proton neutron and electron in ratio inscribed in a circle to make an element..

notice also that 69 together are literal opposites in form.  notice also that the yin yang symbology is 6 and 9 mated inside a circle.   

this shit isn’t an accident boys and girls.

 okay so a note or two about phi.. aka 1.618    .  you are taught the wrong values for all constants in school.  on purpose.  so nobody ever figures things out.  

phi is one half of pi. and a self referencing sequence just like pi. .   if pi is 3.142856112224448996, then phi is not 1.618, but rather 1.571428056112224.   if you notice, the natural doubling sequence that is present in pi, is present in phi as well.  14...28...56...112...224....



all possibilities for externalized ratio creation ( or the generating of new fractals) and subsequently new realities stems from having every other ratio inscribed with the complete set of boundary conditions and all other numbers within its form, at all times.  

this means that pi hides within every single thing, and all fractals enfold upon eachother and infinitely expand and infinitely implode or recurse (contract) in ratio simultaneously in “order” “to exist”. . . .

everything and nothing all at once, the universe upon a glistening grain of sand..


getting back to that gravity thing..


the speed of gravity within a circle is the rate at which an object within the earths atmosphere ( as defined as being between the sun and earths core) attempts to collapse upon itself in the absence of being suspended between the boundary layer of the earths core and the sun.. and implode or dissolve into light upon dissolution and or dispersion of its own atomic mass. this is where we get the concept of density.  

(remember the two referential points on the circle that started this whole thing off?) 


its all infinitely enfolding and enmeshing fractals.....

everything is in a fractal relationship with everything else that is here.



without ratios from point to point, constants would be simple arbitrary measurements and the earth and everything on it would fall apart.  with about a week.   because the planet itself is moving.  the sun keeps the ratios constant and in phase lock.



i’ll bet your head hurts now,

so we will stop on this topic for now right here.

although there is indeed more to this..

thats enough for now,

again, without running into anything.


ps.  egg. sperm. zygote. single cell.  inscribed in a circle. 23 matched pairs. making 46 chromosomes. 4+6=10 ...